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18 June 2016

Ms. Pudding told me that, she got nothing else, except me. I can tell, from her eyes, the scream, the tear, and the fear of losing someone again. I can't do anything, my mind is blurry, paralyze. So I took a step to make her calm, cheer her, but, it won't work. I tried, to make her happy. 

My heart makes me fell bad, for treated her so bad before, I love her so much, and I don't want to be bad for her, but I don't know, my egos make me weak, make me lose my trust in her. I'm so sorry for my past.

So I told her, she must be strong, fight this fear, and I convinced her because I don't want to see her crying again. I hope that I'll be the best for her, the last one, the only person that she will see in the morning. Because i need her so much.