Who am I on next few years? Will I be the one who lay on the grass and wait for the golden hour? Or the one that works with detail and structure? Maybe I'm just keep going on with engineering stuff? Maybe I am the one who sit in front of the computer all day? Or maybe the one who is designing thing for people?

I'm confused with my future. I like to stay in the art world, but the talent limits me. If I go into the realistic world, I'll be the buzziest man. My counselor told me that I'm an Artistic, Realistic and Enterprising person; based on the wheel of personality. She told me to pick one for my future but stuck between those.

Art of Composition

Without looking at the full-size picture, you can recognize this art of masterpiece. Yes, it's Mona Lisa by Leonardo Da Vinci (1503-1506).

Why does this art be so famous and valuable? Does it famous because Leonardo paint it ? or maybe the women in this art don't have ear-brow? One of the reasons why this piece of art is so famous is that there is a secret calculation on this art. "The Golden Ratio" often used in Leonardo drawing,  this ratio make people attracted to see even they willing to queuing for a long time just to see this art.

The Golden Ratio

The Collision Between Two Ship

She needs some hand on her assignment, and luckily I have time, and I helped her doing some video editing. I never imagine, that I'm the one who fall in love with the final product of this video, even though it's not mine. It's so lovely. It reminds me of childhood games, Gameboy and NES. The sound of Mario died, the 8-bits background music and "we did it" song. So here we go.

I love this idea, the paper base, the scary shark by my baby and all the motion. My assignment is boring, it all about exercise and tutorial. I wish that I can help you more. The video down there.

Recovery : Fujifilm 120mm Colour Film

Recently, I had found this old developed film from my old box, which I left them for a quiet long time. The color is faded away, a few dust and dent. I got no time to print this film. This is Fujifilm Pro 120mm Colour film used by Holga CFN120 at Melaka on mid-2012.

So I decide to warm them with my scanner. Luckily, the image still there. So I took few moment for editing and recovery process, yet, I only able to recover them in B/W. Because the color is totally faded away. 

Stay awhile, let me hold you
Stay awhile til I've told you, oh
Of the love that I feel tonight, oh yeah!

Stay awhile, whats your hurry?
Stay awhile cause I worry, oh
Any time that you're out of sight

Manisku

Manisku,

Mengapa kau membisu ?

Tiada sepatah jua

Curahan rindu.

Manisku,
Katakan daku sayang.

Bila tak nyala lagi

api di dada.

Lies

It been one whole year since I took care of her, make her warm, calm. Make her shine again, make her realize that we all be there for her. Even it's hard to accept the truth. But life most go on. Those years make her stronger, and independent than before. I see her face shine again, like a morning day where roses bloom. Her happiness makes me feel lovely.

But,

Chef Pudding

She not a chef, but, the taste of her art make me so impressed, so warm and lovely, not too sweet and not too sour, in between; just perfect.

Grilled Salmon with Mashed Potatoes and Tartar Sause

DIY Terrarium

Well hell no, terrarium from Typo cost RM120, who the hell would like to spend their money for just a piece of glass. So, due to saving mood is still on, so I do my own DIY Terrarium, which simply made of transparent paper. Lucky cheaper than those in the shop.

Her eyes

Ms. Pudding told me that, she got nothing else, except me. I can tell, from her eyes, the scream, the tear, and the fear of losing someone again. I can't do anything, my mind is blurry, paralyze. So I took a step to make her calm, cheer her, but, it won't work. I tried, to make her happy. 

My heart makes me fell bad, for treated her so bad before, I love her so much, and I don't want to be bad for her, but I don't know, my egos make me weak, make me lose my trust in her. I'm so sorry for my past.

So I told her, she must be strong, fight this fear, and I convinced her because I don't want to see her crying again. I hope that I'll be the best for her, the last one, the only person that she will see in the morning. Because i need her so much.

Khairunisa Tengku Mohamed

"Hii, Saya zey, nak kenal leh ^_^ ?" first time seumur hidup aku, ni kali pertama aku ngorat perempuan dalam hidup aku. Masa tu, aku darjah 5, dia darjah 4, tak kenal pun, tak sama sekolah pun tak pernah tengok muka pun, even gambar pun tak. Cuma time tu first time kan nak couple2 ni, tu yg excited tu, dapat nombo dia dari kawan, balik rumah terus text dia. Kelakar sbb dia pun layan, then texting2, smpai lah ke myspace, baru tau org dia muka mcm mana, cantik, comel, so tah mcm mana tah, leh couple jap, tpi tak offical pun, tpi saling suka antara satu sama lain, kiteorng mcm tak kenal sngat, tetiba je couple en, peliklah. So hari demi hari, texting ke myspace, myspace ke yahoo messenger. Ingat lagi, bila malam je IM, tapi tak berani nak bukak webcam, main doodle je memanjang.

Oleh sebab perangai tak matang, aku pun mengatal pegi mengorat kawan dia, sbb syazatul tu satu sekolah dengan aku, so tetiba rasa nak becinta dengan budak sekolah, so aku tinggalkan anis, dia mcm tak tau pape je, mcm redha je, aku pun buat relax je, sbb tak pernah serius dalam bercinta, org ckp cinta monyet, mcm nak suka2. Smpailah form1, aku ajak jumpa face-to-face sbb dah lama kawan, tpi tak pernah jumpa. Yayy jumpa dia, tpi masalah dia, aku pulak yg malu2, so bila jumpa dia, aku yg jadi awkward, then aku terus balik rumah, haha, nervous kan. So aku dgn anis berkawan baik, maklumlah dah berkawan lama. Bila aku de masalah dgn relationship, dia tolong, setiap tahun, mesti dia wish birthday aku, cuma aku je yg buta, tak nmpk apa yg dia still sayang aku.

Gathering 22ND

Heyooo, so hari ni zey nak cerita pasal reunion budak2 sekolah zey, laki je lah :P , so reunion ni buat kat sunway lagoon, so memandangkan reunion, kite org beli All-Excess pass , hoho, so enjoy gila, semua boleh main :)

Dlm 30 org lah pegi dari pada 50 org putera 22ND, haha, tpi x apa, akhirnya, jumpa gak member2 lama :) so kiteorng decide nak pegi awal, pukul 7 pagi, hoho, tpi standard lah, pukul 10 baru semua dtg .

So zey tidur rumah naufal, sbb sunway dekat je dgn rumah dia, borak pun borak, kiteorg tidur pukul 5 pagi, bangun pukul 8, mandi2, sarapan, dlm pukul 10 dah smpai sana. Ingatkan ramai yg dah smpai, haha, baru 10 je smpai.

Tunggu punya tunggu, dlm pukul 12 baru boleh masuk, tngkap gmba sebelum entrance dah 1 jam, haha, apa2 pun, gmba bal paling bnyk dlm gallery zey, haha, bal suka selfie :)

Lepas tukar baju, ramai2 lari g masuk dlm air , haha, bila nak tngkap gmba ja, semua sebuk nak paling depan, standard lah kan ? Haha, bal bal bal , hahahah, mandi punya mandi, semua dah pishang .

Trip To PD with Buddies

               3-5 March 2014 , zey dgn kawan2 pergi holiday kat Port Dickson, hoho, seriously, this is my first time kluar jauh dgn kawan2, sebelum ni x pernah, sbb duduk asrama kan :) kihkihkih :) so trip ni asalnya nak bertujuh-tujuh, mean 7 org. Tpi sbb Nazmi ngan Hazeeq x jadi ikut, so 5 org jelah follow :)

               So the journey begin with kiteorang berkumpul kat BTS , so bila semua dah smpai, kiteorng bertolak dlm pukul 10 , then smpai PD pukul 12, terus check-in, huhhhh, cantek gila hotel tu , 4 Star kot, maybe, sbb 3 days = RM 1+++ , x ingat

               So bilik ada 3, Ansa dgn Naufal satu bilik, Ed ngan Acad satu bilik, then zey sorang2 , haha, happy gila, so duduklah dalam bilik sorang2, =__= , hahah, then, around pukul 4 mandi pool, maklumlah x de org , so buat kepala lah semua, terjun sana, terjun sini

               Malam pulak, g jalan2 tepi pantai, ingatkan nak jadi JAIS, nak tngkap org, haha, tpi malam tu, x de org dating, maklumlah hari berkerja, hehe, so lepak tepi pantai kejap, bila masa dah habis point, x de apa2 nak borak dah, balik hotel then tidur

               Esoknya, mandi pool lagi, then main bola kat pantai, then malam, jalan2 cari awek, hahah, x jumpa pun, so main bowling, karok, kacau org, smpai x de point, then balik, hhaha, x de life kan ?? Haha

               Next day, checkout hotel, then jalan2 PD, then balik, the end, apa2 pun, nampak bosan, tpi superb enjoys !! Best keluar dgn dieorng , rajin solat :') haha, apa2 pun thanks Ansa, Naufal, Ed, Acad !!! Last, gamba budak2 gila :P

Tempat berkumpul, hhaaha

Move On

               Actually, zey nak cerita pasal result SPM zey, hurmmm, tpi sbb result zey terok, terus x jadi update blog :'(, zey dpt 3A jep :'( x taulah kenapa, UPSR 4A, PMR 7A, smpai SPM 3A , zey dah study hard dah , tpi resultnya, menyedihkan, kenapa ????

               Masa hari nak amik result tu, mumy kerje, so zey tumpanglah kawan zey g amik result, ingatkan nak buat suprise kat mumy, tpi.... X apalah, then, masa smpai sekolah zey dah rasa mcm lain macan, suasana dia murung, dewan sekolah senyap, x de yg menjerit2.

               Zey duduk kat kerusi , then tunggu keputusan, terkejut jugaklah sbb , sekolah zey 3 org je straight A , biar betul ? Dari 140 org ? Hurmm, dah dapat tau yg nama zey x tersenarai dlm 7A keatas, zey tunggulah result, then cikgu kelas bagi setiap org slip SPM

               OMG , 3A 2B 5C 1D ? OMG ???, Zey mula nak nangis, hurmm, tahan je, cepat2 lagi kat luar dewan, then mulalah nak nangis balik, lepas whatsapp keputusan kat Mumy, zey rasa sedih sngat :'( x dapat result yg baik untuk mumy, hurmmm

               Sikit lagi nak keluar air mata, kawan sebelah buat lawak pulak, dia ckp "tulah, masa prep kita main, escape, fly, kan dah dpt result terbaik" , x jadi nangis pulak, sbb ramai pulak smbung lawak tu, hurmmm, bila terkenang balik, mmg zey bnyk main pun, last2 je baru serius, hurmm, kan dah terkene !!!!

               zey amik masa 3 minggu nak terima result ni, dlm 3 minggu ni, mumy yg tolong cheer kan zey :'), dia bawak zey pergi karoke, pergi Hotel 5 Star kat KL, pergi balik kampong, pergi Lost World Tambun, balik kampung sebelah ayah :'), hehe, thanks mum :)

              X lupa jugak kawan2 zey !! yg bnyk tolong chill kan zey , kawan SMAKL, kawan PLKN, kawan FB, kawan Twitter :') , thanks you guys !! Zey akan tunjukkan , setiap ujian ni, ada hikmahnya :) THANKS ALLAH !!!! walaupun dpt 3A, zey dah lepas syarat2 jadi seorang Engineering :) Allhamdulillah :), itulah hikmahnya , Allah itu maha adil kan :)

Masa amik result, thanks Acai sbb penat je bawak zey g sekolah !!

Awesome & Awful

               PLKN !!!!! zey masuk PLKN on 5 Jan 2014 kat Miri,Sarawak , Kem Sungai Rait tu , hahah , so feedback yg boleh zey bagi is PLKN x best & best , maksudnya 50% lah . Ada best , ada x best. So kat bawah ni zey akan buat timeline semasa zey masuk PLKN , hope you guys enjoys :)

Hari Pertama - Mendaftar , Then potong rambut, awal2 masuk terus kene potong rambut, sedih betul , penat tau simpan jambol ni , zey rasa nak nangis gila masa potong rambut . tpi x apalah , berkorbanlah sikit :)
Hari Kedua - Amik pakaian, zey dapat semua baju besar2 , nak tukar cikgu x bagi sbb cikgu kata boleh guna nnti bila besar =__=
Hari Ketiga - HOMESICK , nak nangis . rindu mumy >_<
Hari Keempat - Mula rapat dgn budak2 KL dgn budak dorm .
Hari Kelima - Buat bendera Kompeni - zey dapat kompeni DELTA :)
Minggu Kedua - Enjoy kelas , sbb boleh melukis dan conteng buku
Minggu Ketiga - Mula rapat dgn banyak org .
Minggu Keempat - Rasa biasa dah , x rasa sedih dah , tpi menunggu untuk balik je
Bulan Februari - Bulan ni zey balik KL sbb akk zey nak kawin, soo huhoo, dapat juga jumpa mumy
Minggu Keenam - Menembakkkk , peng peng peng *zey score 63 markah
Minggu Ketujuh - Mumy buat suprize, datang kem, OMG !!! happy gila , x sangka , dia nak datang dari jauh semata2 nak smbut birthday zey , i love you mum
Minggu Kelapan - Happy
Bulan Mac - Yeahhhh , dah nak balik dah , enjoys semua bende sbb nak balik dah
Minggu Terakhir - Mintak nombor, tngkap gmba, conteng2 hahahah .

              Overall review ni mmg mcm bosan , mmg bosan pun sebenarnya , tpi yg x membuatkan PLKN bosan adalah KAWAN. bnyk kawan baru yg zey dapat antaranya Basil, Hafiz, Fahmi, Ajim, Ammar,  Bnyk lagi ,malas tulis , so kat bawah ni ada sikit gmba , hope you guys enjoy tngok gmba2 yg membosankan ni . hahaha

So ni gmbar kompeni zey, kompeni Delta

PLKN

Hurrmm, setelah bnyk menjelajah blog org lain, PLKN still x menarik di dlm hati zey, ramai blogger ckp lepas balik PLKN, rasa rindu dan nak pegi lagi skali, OMG !! seriously? Dahlah kene kawat, then kene bangun awal.

            Urrgghhh, x taulah zey mcm mana nnti, hurmm. Zey dpt PLKN kumpulan 1 2014 , so bulan Jan zey dah x de kat kl, sbb zey dpt pusat latihan kat Miri,Sarawak. Wahh, jauh tu. Hehhe, tpi x apa, dpt melancong jap 3 bulan, hehhe, Bnyk event yg zey akan x dpt join :(

            Salah satu event yg penting is kakak zey tunang, zey kene jadi wali :(, tpi kene wali wakil lah lepas ni sbb zey x de kat kl :( then event buat video (Semua Crew ZAS masuk PLKN), smbut birthday zey (mcm manalah kn kalau smbut kat kem nnti), then update blog :'(

            So sorry sngat2 sbb zey x akn update blog dari start Jan hinggalah March !! Tunggu ya zey buat hikmat negara ni =__= hahha. Btw, jgn lupa wish birthday zey tau nnti :)

I'm ex-SPM student

SPM dah habis >_< yeahhhhh!!!! , so insyaAllah zey akan update blog ni , dah lama x update blog , dah bnyk habuk2 dan sarang labah2 , haha . yeahhh !!! dah abis skola , rindu gila kot asrama , rindu nak tidur dlm dorm , rindu nak kemas dorm , rindu nak masak2 dlm dorm and rindu nak solat dorm , hahaha . zey amik paper Bahasa Arab , tu yang habis lambat tu , so SPM dah habis , tinggal nak masuk PLKN je :') walaupun x suka , terpaksa pergi T_T , huhuhu , the reason why zey x update blog sbb camera zey hilang , lappy rosak , *ni pun update guna hp , wuaaahhh . Nak camera balik >_< . so zey akan aktif blogging setiap masa , walaupun x de laptop , zey x akan berputus asa , chaiyoookk !! and Hey !! I'm back !!

SPM dah habis bro :)

Eid Fitr 2013

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada semua org yg tngah bukak blog ni :) ahha, so, as a request, zey akan UPDATE blog pasal raya 2013. So, Raya kali ni, zey kurang bersemangat (◕︵◕), SEBAB APA ?, bnyk sebabnya, antaranya :

            1. Zey dapat tau yg zey kene pegi PLKN
            2. Rambut zey kene potong dengan cikgu
            3. Zey terlepas MALAM LAILATUL QADR :'(
            4. Abg WIS (abg zey) x ikut raya sama :'( , x meriah lah
            5. Duit raya x bnyk dapat *sbb dah tua , hahaah
            6. Camera DSLR zey hilang :'( *sedih betul
            7. Tapi yg paling sedih ialah zey kene amik TRIAL SPM >_<

Huhh, zey raya bawak buku kot, x pernah buat mcm tuh sebelum ni, btw , hope korang support zey ya dan doakan zey :) okey loveya <3

Rambut kene potong dengan cikgu *tengok sideburn kitew

Typical Malaysian Students (Filem Pendek)

Hehe , hari ni , 16/5/2013 , sekolah zey buat sambutan hari guru , so kiteorang ZAS (Zey Ansa Studio) pun ambiklah kesempatan dgn buat video untuk hari guru , mmg kiteorang kurang idea pada mulanya , tpi yg penting , video kali ni gempak lagy , dari video sebelum ni :> hope korang tengok dan komen lah sikit pasal video ni :> cerita pasal typical malaysian students :> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPd7q66gZJw

Teringat lawak semalam >_< 

Christofer Drew - Pray For Peace (Lyrics)

I've always wondered

what the world would be like

If we all just took

two step back

and prayed for peace.

I always wondered

how the air would smell.

I wondered if we'd be able to tell

without the smell of fear

that we're going to hell.